Years of teachings, courses, breathwork journeys, masterclasses, and creative work—available for the first time in one place.
One payment. Lifetime access. $97
For years I've created programs that lived behind paywalls, inside private communities, or were only available live.
Some quietly disappeared when programs ended.
Others have never been available again.
Instead of letting them collect dust on a hard drive...
I'm opening The Vault.
One payment.
Lifetime access.
Explore at your own pace.
Inside The Vault you'll find years of work that has largely been unavailable. Including:
• Man of the Heart (Complete Course)*
• Conscious Spiritwork (breathwork course + textbook)
• Donation Breathwork Library
• Guided Meditations
• Live Masterclasses
• Compass of the Heart (ebook)
• Follow The Heart (ebook)
• Bonus teachings
• Future surprise additions
*Man of the Heart was originally created specifically for men. The rest of the library is available to everyone.
For years I've created courses, live classes, workshops, and recordings that ended up scattered across different platforms.
Many people have asked how they can access this work.
Instead of letting it sit hidden away...
I'm opening the doors.
There are no excuses left.
Everything you need to know is inside.
This is for you if...• you're craving deeper connection with yourself• you've been wanting a consistent spiritual practice• you're navigating heartbreak, transition, or reinvention• you want practical tools for your nervous system• you're curious about breathwork, meditation, creativity, and conscious living• you've followed my work for years but never joined one of my programs
Lifetime access
Hours of teachings
Guided breathwork sessions
Complete video courses
Private YouTube library
Downloadable resources (3 ebooks)
Future updates added when available
Hi, I'm Nicholas (Abushady).
Over the past six years I've dedicated my life to creating music, teaching breathwork, studying yoga and Ayurveda in India, facilitating transformational experiences, and building programs that help people reconnect with themselves.
The Vault isn't a product I made for a launch.
It's a collection of the work I've poured my heart into over the years.
I'm grateful to finally be able to share it with you in one place.
Man of the Heart
100+ videos. A complete journey into masculine presence, purpose, emotional maturity, relationships, discipline, and living from the heart. Originally taught as a 3-month live mentorship ($2,500) before becoming a standalone digital course offered for $250–500.
Conscious Spiritwork
9 complete guided classes + ebook. My foundational course on breathwork, fasting, meditation, and conscious living. Previously offered for $222–333, and most recently available for $150.
Breathwork Library
10–20 guided breathwork journeys. Previously offered only through donation-based live community events. Now available to revisit whenever you need them.
Pranayama Course
4-part video course. A complete introduction to the actual yogic breathing sequence I learned while studying in India. Previously offered for $111.
Bonus Masterclasses
20+ videos. A growing collection of teachings on creativity, spirituality, business, healing, and conscious living. Many of these have never had a permanent home until now.
It's a living archive.
The Vault contains years of my work.
Some of it was taught live.
Some of it has never been publicly available since it was first released.
For one week, you'll have access to explore it all at your own pace at a highly discounted price.
How long will The Vault stay open?
This won't be open forever, but only God knows when the doors will close.
Is everything inside for both men and women?
Almost everything. Man of the Heart was specifically created for men, but has value for men and women. Everything else can be enjoyed by anyone.
When do I receive access?
Immediately after purchase.
Is this lifetime access?
Once you purchase you will have lifetime access.
"Man of the Heart really showed me some darker aspects of myself I needed to conquer and it’s really not for the faint of heart. It’s a warriors’/healers’ calling. I received the message, and now I am passing the phone on to all the other brothers who could really benefit from this work."
@operationdreamingawake
"After decades of emotional trauma, I'm finally able to observe and correct my negative patterns, and have a more positive outlook towards the future. Don't sleep on this offer if you know you have patterns that need correcting."
@egodeaf_sound
"Overall I feel like I’ve transformed a significant amount in a short amount of time and I have yet to go through the whole course. I look forward to everything else I get to learn! It has so many downloads, that I’ll be going over this for years to come."
@10caswell
You don't need to consume everything.
You don't need to finish everything.
Start with what you're most drawn toward.
Come back whenever you need.
This isn't a race.
It's a library.